so I had planned to fast this week, as part of a country-wide prayer fast. i had some questions, and i needed some answers.
Pastor had talked about Jacob, wrestling God on Sunday. (or, he mentioned it. he didn’t preach on it.) anyway, the thing about Jacob was, he told God he wasn’t gonna let him up until He blessed him. and God commended him for that and blessed him. I remembered that and I told God i wasn’t gonna eat until i got some answers. and i got some answers.
pretty much immediately, too. which was cool. (so i didn’t starve. yay)
anyway, I know what i’m gonna do and even though some of them are no fun, i’m gonna do them. because i’ve learned that fighting God is more trouble than it’s worth.